20 May 20

Its 10:47 pm dark/warmish Excuse the following rambling,I just need to write and I am not sure what I’m going to actually say..I am going to put on a interview that Dr. Discord did with actor Daniel R. Hill that he did on his podcast,click on this link to hear it as well. I made […]

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10 April 13

Its 1:05 am Where I was 6 years ago……which feels like yesterday.   Chilly Saturday night in SE Michigan…..cold and grey,spring is having a hard time gaining a toehold in getting us a little warmer weather. The grass outside is still trying to kick start itself into action but finding the road a little tough…but […]

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It’s 2:39 am On the surface I am alone I live alone I drive alone I walk alone I write alone On the surface I am alone I read alone I sleep alone I dream alone I nightmare alone On the surface I am alone I travel alone I clean my house alone I watch […]

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no fear

  Dreaming underwater,grasping but finding empty coolness In my memories I see your face as the water starts to blur it I am scared of the water of what it means as I see you start to lose form and shape in my mind’s eye But fear still stays away from my heart and soul […]

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“Shards” (20 Apr 16)

I posted this originally on 20 April 2016.   The night sounds like a bomb in my head silent to those who have love and peace shockingly loud to me.. I turn and twist but the shards of loss and memory continue to pierce what is left of my soul. It is harder every day […]

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A Memory

It’s 5:16 pm overcast My first winter in Michigan in 1999,Lori was living in Livonia in a small but cozy little apartment she rented out from Carolyn and Louie Caves. Louie and Carolyn lived in a bigger home about 100-150 yards away. They loved Lori like a daughter and she used to sit and have […]

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